Netizens are now wondering if celebrity couple Sachzna Laparan and Jerome Ponce have broken up.
Sachzna revealed that she was going through something in her life through a vlog titled “Docuweek,” which she uploaded on Wednesday, April 5.
The vlogger can be seen sitting on a sofa when someone behind the camera asked, “Kumusta ka, Sachzna?”
She then began to reflect on what had happened to her in the past few days, including attending Team Payaman Fair, shooting endorsements, and organizing her business.
“Actually, yung week na ipinakita ko sa inyo, parang mga nasa twenty or thirty percent pa lang yan. Ang dami kong ginawa while in pain and struggle,” Sachzna said.
She continued, “Na-realize ko nitong week na ito, hindi lahat ng tao na nandiyan ngayon sa yo ay mananatiling nandiyan sa yo. Kailangan mong maging ready sa lahat. Ako, inaamin ko na hindi ako ready sa lahat.”
Sachzna did not directly state what she was going through, but subsequent clips she showed provided some clues. She can be seen inside her artist van while sobbing and questioning herself.
“Ang sakit-sakit na. Ang sakit-sakit. Anong ginawa ko? Anong kulang sa akin? Anong kulang? Anong kulang?” Sachzna tearfully asked.
Her mother answered and said, “Wala kang ginawa anak. Nagmahal ka, minahal mo nang totoo. Yun lang yon.”
Sachzna then looked for other distractions, such as enrolling in a ballet class and painting to express all of her emotions. Despite what she is going through, she still chooses to continue living her life and being strong for herself, and being professional in her work commitments.
“Hindi ko mailabas through social media na dini-deal ko sa sarili ko while doing my own things like work… Pero mas strong siguro na Sachzna yung ngayon, yung makikita niyo. Makikita niyo na mas focus ako sa sarili ko,” Sachzna said.
Sachzna also learned a lesson from what she is currently going through. “Alam ko sa sarili ko na mas matatag, mas bold. Pero yung heart ko kahit na ilang beses ka masaktan ng ibang tao, lagi mong piliin na magpatawad at maging mabait pa rin, maging mabuting tao.”
“Kasi hindi na ikaw yung gagawa non para ma-feel nila at ma-realize nila kung ano yung mga maling ginawa nila sa iyo. Ibibigay ko na lang siguro yon kay God. Pero ako magpo-focus na lang ako sa sarili ko.”
“Magtira ka palagi sa sarili mo. Kasi at the end of the day, sarili mo lang yung nandiyan para sa yo at siyempre family mo.”
“Naniniwala ako, step by step, magiging okay ka rin soon. Not now, but soon, magiging okay ka rin. Sobrang positive ako ngayon. Naniniwala ako na I’ll be okay again soon. Hindi habang buhay ganito ako.”
Many netizens were also puzzled because there was no trace of their relationship on their Instagram accounts, and Sachzna and Jerome unfollowed each other, further fueling netizens’ suspicions.
It can be remembered that in May 2021, it was speculated if anything was going on between the two after Jerome called Sachzna “Nassib” in his birthday greeting. Eventually, the two admitted that they were in a relationship. The term “Nassib” is an Arabic term meaning “destiny” or “fate.”